every night

every night , before going to my bed , i always think and plan using my brain , because when i am in my bed , i'm comfortable , all thoughts came to my head , i think about my studies , my future , my mistakes of the day , all i thinknow at the first , is my college studies , i want to study hard to get high grades and finish quickly as possible as i can . if i arranged every thing properly and  i don't face  any problems , i sleep without worrying about any thing , otherwise i cant sleep :)     

i miss my high school

 

today i felt sad , because i remembered my high school and my friends , it has been very long time 

i've never visit my high school to meet my teachers ! 

when i was i high school girl , my life was diffrent . i used to wake up at 7 am to be ready , & when i look to my self at the merror m i want to put eyeliner in my eyes , then when i remember my teacher who walk around the school every day and speacially in yhe  Morning assembly , she was checking at each student , her uniform , nails, shoes , attitude . 

today , when i look at the merror again , i say to my self , now i am free , i can put makeup , i can wear diffrent colors . i know that school was very heavy in rules , but it's still my best days ever , because i wasn't serious that much in all things  , but when i enterd the college i'v learnt what is realy mean the " serious " ! , and still have many thing to learn